#escapingrealitywithmatchalatte

I always thought when we see each other again my heart would still beat for you. It does-but not the same way as before. I always thought when we see each other again we would laugh everything off. We did-but both of our walls were up. I twirled my fingers in your hair. Run my nails on your skin. Bite your arms as you laugh off. I shouldn’t have done that knowing you’re still into her. They said, when the time is right your lover will come find you again. But you didn’t. Thank you for not finding me again. I think, only people who really did love you will find you again. Not people who were infatuated for you in a short time.

You left your typewriter at my apartment Straight from the tortured poets department 🩶

Local coffee shops and a good book bcd,6100

Archives from the pink journal 🩷 July 5, 2025 …I am glad the universe keeps us apart. It is painful but if I pretend you don’t exist, I can also pretend we never happened. …I am glad you chose yourself, but deep down I wish you tried.

This is so heavy 🩶

Finally out of my book slump 📚 Jane Austen can make u feel ✨things✨, but I still prefer dark academia

Ten years later Took me ten years to realize that cigarette smoke means it’s you. Took me ten years to realize that reading letters in faded inks means it’s you. The smells of the ground after the rain. The wind that blows through the open window. The taste of alcohol. The blurry streetlights. The night life. The skateboards. It’s always you, and it took me ten years to realize it.

I’m only familiar with Ghostbusters when it was mentioned on Stranger Things . After watching the four seasons of Stranger Things, I decided I wanted to watch Ghostbusters because it seems cool! (I even went to Youtube and listened to the Ghostbusters original theme song🎵) link here: Netflix however doesn’t have the original one but they have this Ghosterbusters: Afterlife (something like that). And this scene right here, it made me teared up even if I haven’t watched the original films yet. 🥺🤍 I am so excited to watch the original Ghostbusters film(s) because I know already that it will be ✨gold✨

Life lately ❤️‍🩹

You can always Begin Again 🤎

A poem that hits me to the core >>> disclaimer: words are not mine

What does it feels like to be, normal?