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i wanna RUNAWAY back to my little own world…

deathddoll liked [this post] for a starter!! “ !!! – i really like your hair.. ” the small girl commented, rather out of no where. (god, steph. socially unaware as usual, i see.)

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@deathdoll ❛ How’d you like this one, baby girl ? ❜

❛ your makeup is like, so good. i’m jealous ! ❜ @deathdoll

deathdoll replied to your post “rp blogs i wanna make: helen of troy (resurrected and living a new…” WITCH OC !!!! W I T C H E S!!!! MY FAVE!!! SPECIFICALLY SHE’S GONNA BE A SWAMP WITCH AND I MAY USE A DIFFERENT FC FROM KAT DENNINGS LIKE I MIGHT END UP USING BEY IDK

deathdoll replied to your post : (( can i get some confirmation that ppl actually… listen u fukin furry i’m puttin up w/ the Disgusting Thing™ - u kno which thing, so i can keep followin u so what do U think LISTEN THAT PART IS SIGNIFICANTLY LESS GROSS IN CONTEXT BUT thank u omg….

i aint sure if u've done ought on molly + her "friends" but !! i wanna kno abt them bc i read tht post u made a while ago n i just ok... but tiff would lk have been the same as a teen BUT YAH

okay .. . i love talking abt molly’s friends bc it means i get to talk about jeff . and i love jeff so i’ll start with him . basically jeff is a character inspired from the movie welcome to the dollhouse , and is a combo of the main character’s nerdy brother && her friend who’s a year younger than her . molly grew up with him as her next door neighbor , && and he served as her best friend from infancy onward . they huddled in a large aperture in the hedge dividing their lots which served as their den . it was only when she attended elementary did she release the two belonged to very different cliques , if you were declaring stereotypes based on aesthetics . they still talked , but no interaction occurred on school grounds . jeff also happened to be her first kiss . one day , huddled in their den , when telling him in detail about a boy who had asked to go with her , as jeff sat , forlorn that she was oblivious to his affections ( not oblivious , his feelings were recognized and deliberately neglected ) , she told him she was nervous to kiss her new bf as she had never done it before . she asked if she could practice on him and they did , it was sloppy and tense but undoubtedly a highlight of jeff’s adolescence . as they got older , reaching into their teens , they drifted further apart . she turned a blind eye to the beatings he’d receive by her social group , psychical && verbal , && even participate to avoid being ostracized for feeling anything towards a nerd . when she started dating tyler thing’s really kinda changed and jeff kind of became like her only outlet for what was happening to her . it’s sad , because the only reason she went to him about this was , and she didn’t even mean this in a cruel way even though it is cruel but it’s more a simple fact , he was the one person more pathetic than her . && she knew he was in love with her , && because of that he wouldn’t spread gossip about her misdemeanors to raise his own social status . anyway one day she asks him to meet her in their old den . && jeff can tell she ain’t right like for one she looks like shit , she’s all bruised , the weight she’s lost prominently visible , no makeup , smells bad , etc . and like she starts telling him about all the years ago when they had their first kiss here and says she wants to do it again . anyway it’s just horrible , she shoves him into the dirt and slaps him around && rapes him . this was also following her whole awful gang rape out in the woods by her holiday house , so this was like a power grab , a way of expunging her humiliation onto another . she says he was ‘ lucky to finally lose his virginity , especially to her ‘ . anyways , molly dies and now , jeff , still living , is really messed up because of her . her other friends however i just imagine as individuality lacking fucks lmao and that’s how molly viewed them , too , like she really hated her friends as they were all the same archetype with few variables . like she knew they were backstabbing snakes as much as she herself was && if she showed weakness in front of them , they’d take her down . she wasn’t at all herself around them , it was all fake . like a lot of how molly behaves is acting and that’s so trite but it’s true . people project the image of what they want to be onto her and she acts it . she loves to say ‘ fuck everyone ‘ but ultimately , she’s a people pleaser . send me a topic to write a meta about my muse on . // accepting .

@deathdoll replied to your post : i have so many muses i would love to play and like… SIMON N MONTY !!!! MY KIDS… tbt when i had a kieran I FCKIN REMEMBER KIER GOD

❝ listen - - - - - you’re not going there without me. it’s too dangerous for one person to handle. ❞ @deathdoll // starter !