#yearnposting

I wish I could take out my brain and put it in cold water and massage the crevices. I wish I could take out my organs and stretch them. I wish I could jump out of my skin. I wish I could scratch my skeleton.

I love accents so much especially southern and aussie ones 🫀🫀

Mind you it’s about to be 4 am that I’m writing all this and have to wake up in an hour 💔 I CANT STOP FANTASIZING HELP

Hihi! I’m fourteen and im kind of looking 4 a yan or something ( ＾ω＾ ) I’m a genderfluid person and you can call me rena or bunny! You can use any variety of bunny as you please (bun, bunni, bunbun, ect) im not just a darling! I get extremely dependent to the point it can become unhealthy if I romantically attach to sum1. Dis can harm other people or myself, and i tend to shut down completely towards the person if I feel rejected. Im looking 4 sum1 who’s 16 or under. And 14+ !! I enjoy doing art, and I like horror games. I vc nearly constantly and u shouldn’t have any hard feelings if I don’t like u!! I tend to b a little picky. I prefer girls, but mi Sexuality changes. Its unlikely I’ll like u if ur a guy tho!! I consent to the things a yandere might do as long as it doesn’t escalate to physical assault. I di not care if I block u and u make an alt, but I might b a little annoyed (*￣∇￣*) Idgaf if u watch me thru mi window just don’t let mi mom catch u, ill even tell u sum things abt mi schedule Extra tags!! Looking for yandere, looking for yan, stalker, ect

i would do anything just to have her again, to have her in my embrace & arms again

Thinking about this movie…

Why is it so hard to find a bf as a trans guy?? Seriously I hear about so many stories of my friends finding bfs but ever since i identified as a man and try to present more as one I’ve only dated girls. Sigh someone find me a man that isn’t scared of me. God forbid I either want an old man 30+ or a guy my age or above that’s nerdy and sweet. And that SEES me as a MAN. I don’t want chasers or any of that shit! DONT GET ME WRONG love the ladies just I need a change in pace to know? Ugh a sweet older man to take care of me, I’ve been so independent since a young age I need to be taken care of. </3 older guys hit me up frfr (I’ve been so love with Karl Urban recently love that old man UGHH I need him)

I saw a girl once at work last year. I’ve written in my notes about every time I’ve thought about her. I look for her in everyone. I’m fascinated with a girl I barely spoke too. Just in case anyone cares.

What more can I say

“You’re going to be the death of me. But what a beautiful way to go.” -My Ex writing some smutty ass fanfiction that isn’t about us but describes exactly how I feel

Looking 4 yan.. or stalker or anything idc look at mi posts

If I could get him pregnant, I would. Holy shit.

Im just a beautiful doll, I’m a perfect, beautiful doll..

I want to be someone’s loser

I wanna walk around at night, get snacks, talk, hold hands, stumble across a park, and makeout. We could be sitting on a bench playing songs we currently like then one of our hands lands on the other’s thigh slowly body temperature rises a little scoot closer am I breathing? I don’t know but I wanna touch some more we haven’t made eye contact yet keep touching me eventually I look at you your lips Both leaning in tongue peeks out, edging towards yours

Sometimes, all I can do is love someone with every piece of my heart. And strangely, I’m thankful for the sweetness and the sorrow alike—for what is love, if not the courage to hold both at once?

He’s such a fucking blockhead but I miss him and I love him. I want my blockhead back.

chemistry is my least favorite subject, but somehow, it becomes my favorite when it’s between us .

A man who yearns, is a man who earns🖤