#messy girl

Just me posing

I need an artistic gf that can draw how she wants to tie me up and tease me still she lets me loose to rail her nonstop

July cinemas. Melting coconut oil. Flawless skin and tangled, waist-length curls. Walking barefoot until the skin turns black. Wanting ugly shoes just to touch the dirt. A throat full of silver necklaces and fabric knots. Humidity so thick it tastes like blood. Secondhand leather jackets. Getting scolded for entirely necessary things. Talking aloud to nobody in the kitchen. Laughing at the wrong parts of the movie. Smudged brown shadow under the eyes. Choosing how the story ends. Forgiving mean people just to confuse them. Staring directly into the center of campfires. Looking too long at strangers on trains. Old paperbacks with a dead person’s name on the first page. High volume in a small car. Loud guitars in the summer heat. Melancholia on a loop. Hoping for the best, blindly. Deep, cold seawater. 𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘

I want to hit my head into a wall and see the glitter glue that is my blood to rush out

I hate smoking, but sometimes I like to imagine an older guy blowing the smoke into my face just to be mean..

i wish i knew what eye makeup suits me best </3 (my header for reference if you want to help a girl out)

Intoxication spiral

Tonight’s Moodboard<3

6/11/26

Halfway through cleaning my room; I’m not going to make it

Just me in my room