#digital diary

so I just had the worst day of my life yesterday but its okay because I’m gonna go hangout with my bff tomorrow!! im not gonna let anything stop me from being happy!

Putting my phone on dnd lifts so much stress from my shoulders, even if I know I’ll probably get notifications/texts from people

Dear Diary… So I met this guy at an airsoft game my friends set up. Between matches, he’d help me fix my gear, vest, and helmet (that he let me borrow). After we played, we went to the mall and hit the arcade. We even danced cuz he wanted to play Just Dance lol, it was so fun! He’s actually pretty funny, though he kept messing with my bangs and taking silly pictures of me caught off guard. Ugh, kind of annoying but i just let it slide. We hung out again a week later, this time with other mutual friends again. Got snacks at the mall then went to a certain place for a picnic. Bro hugged me when we took the group pic (omg?) He even combed my hair for me cuz i couldn’t reach the back. We’ve been texting each other lately, but honestly? I don’t wanna fall for him. He’s moving to another part of the country in a month (for college) and getting attached would just hurt. He already said I’m his type and that we vibe really well and have the same humor. Part of me wants to feel the same, but i don’t wanna get hurt. Ain’t no way I’m okay with a long-distance thing.

when basically the only friend you have starts treating you like your ex bf did

AGH I NEED SOME HELP!!! My boyfriend and I are going on a date Thursday and we have a fun day planned and he told me that he has something important to tell me…. We’ve been dating for a month and a half and are only 2 weeks official so I’m nervous >~< I really like him and I know that are feelings are EXTREMELY mutual so I don’t know what to expect! I have a feeling that he might say the Big L word <love> and I would be more than happy if he does!!! I just don’t want him to feel rushed to say anything Help a girl out please >•<

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was about to have a good day then i remembered old men on tumblr exist. day: ruined

i used to chase childhood as a child

do people actually dm their mutuals and talk to them…?

My Hair isn’t Black Enough and I feel Insanely Wide

please get me through tomorrow.

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Made a guy friend that doesn’t try to get at me or sexualize me or our conversations and it feels so refreshing

2026 Summer bucket list: sexual tension with that one teammate in my softball league

i love ur aestheticness

Day 44 - I’m so tired Got like 4 hours of sleep BUT great news one of my last four presentations is over!!! the last three are all tomorrow and I wanna cry but that’s okay I’m partly done! Also my course schedule for next year is so fucked up I won’t be able to get ahead in the stuff I want to be ahead in meaning my schedule the year after will be PACKED I was supposed to take all my difficult courses next year and be smooth sailing the one after Now I’m just gonna have two difficult years In other news I am now discovering the wonders of matcha because I hate coffee but I needed caffeine to help me cope today(I don’t usually) and because a vlogger my parents watch bought matcha we have a tin of it and I quite like it Sweetened of course but even so it’s a nicer flavour than coffee though maybe that’s just the tea lover in me speaking Anyways I have a few assignments I need to do tonight but after that it should be smooth sailing until the end of the school year!

Your initials wouldnt be MW would they?

Not really! What makes you think that? (｡- .•)

I Want a Girl to sexually Kill me. Then I get Revived & it Repeats 👀💯 . Sorta what Dokuro Chan does to Sakura Kun, In a way

i’ve been waking up with a pit in my chest and my heart beating really fast for like the past few days i think. and it’s weird because it always goes away after around 10-30 mins so it’s like why are you like this??? i’m not being sent off to war why are you freaking out everytime i wake up

how life will feel like as soon as i finish the last question on my last test