#and I AM

you ever just feel really emotional about william nylander?

they’re making portable 12% abv pink lemonade like they want me to drink on public transit >:|

A drive can be a specific kind of torture

Whenever I get more than like 10 notes I’m convinced I’m becoming a internet micro celebrity

City walls by twenty one pilots is so qijiu I wonder where you are I wanted to you to show me The way around those city walls The way on through I wonder where you are I wanted to you to show me But now the night was fallen Abandoned by the sun […] I’m wondering’ what you thought would happen Who you thought I would be Was this a sideswipe, or did you picture this in a dream? […] Entertain my faith This is the last time (2x) Entertain my faith This is the last time that I try Address my soul (3x)

Having a very dissociative evening apparently First the aforementioned forgetting why I was even outside, then I kept forgetting very basic things about my local area, like the bus numbers and I couldn’t figure out which direction to walk home despite living here for 3 years now… also I feel like a boy again, which only happens sometimes

“HAPPY, JOYOUS, AND FREE” We are sure God wants us to be happy, joyous, and free. We cannot subscribe to the belief that this life is a vale of tears, though it once was just that for many of us. But it is clear that we made our own misery. God didn’t do it. Avoid then, the deliberate manufacture of misery, but if trouble comes, cheerfully capitalize it as an opportunity to demonstrate His omnipotence. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 133 For years I believed in a punishing God and blamed Him for my misery. I have learned that I must lay down the “weapons” of self in order to pick up the “tools” of the A.A. program. I do not struggle with the program because it is a gift and I have never struggled when receiving a gift. If I sometimes keep on struggling, it is because I’m still hanging onto my old ideas and “… the results are nil.” From the book Daily Reflections. Copyright © 1990 by Alcoholics Anonymous World Services, Inc. All rights reserved.

why

The problem with the Coyote v Acme movie is gonna be finding a screening (in English) in Germany lol 😭

Locking the salt lmap like a horn se

Happy for you

never have a terrible lifelong caffeine sensitivity and if you do never drink 22 oz of straight green tea at 3PM. because whAT KIND OF IDIOT KNOWINGLY DOES THAT

panics and panics and panics and panics and panics and panics and panics and panics-

My ex don’t even know I’m on that Newtmas grind now 🙄🙄🙄🙄

shared no matter how many times I start over

Annoying annoying blows stuff up blows stuff up BLOWS stuff up

….at times like this, despite the long distance and his hellish work schedule, it’s almost as if I can smell his cologne as he puts his arms warmly around, like I’m able to feel my face gently but deep in his chest <3

kita shinsuke the type of motherfucker to say “will you have me?” instead of “will you be mine/will you marry me?” bc he’s spent his whole life trying to be good enough