#I'm so fucked

I just remembered three people ik irl that I am neutral on found my tiktok acc. Where I scream in my rants about useless stuff while doing a Elise impression. Where I cosplay and make jokes about my favorite ships.

guys this is going to be my second year doing art fight and I currently have exactly ONE character sheet done how cooked am I (plz drop tips I have no clue what I’m doing bro)

Posted on Ao3 Can’t wait for the curse to hit me.

hey what if i don’t wanna get barely an hour of sleep and multiple breakdowns the night before an exam? what if I actually wanna get at least 3 hours of sleep? more than 3 hours would be great actually! has my burn out ever considered that?

Shit i better not actually fail cause of bylering out the whole day my no fail streak is gonna get ruined 😭😭😭😭

constantly and forever worrying about not only what i say but what my alters say like yes they’re decent people too and yes they’re allowed to make mistakes as well but hooooooly FUCK am i a control freak when it comes to letting them front because god forbid they make a single mistake its horrible to do i know i know and i feel bad about it but i can’t stop myself its like a compulsion to push them out of front whenever we’re talking about ANYTHING that i perceive as potentially being controversial or pissing someone off or hurting their feelings or just anything i see as WRONG did this make sense does anyone else experience this

NO LIKHA WHO EVEN FALLS ASLEEP LIKE THAY

I love trying to work out which future is more important. I’ve just spent an hour on Pinterest adding to my perfectly curated transition board rather than revising, but all that will be in vain when I jump off the White Cliffs of Dover when I don’t get the career I want.

I was rereading “Who made me a princess” Why is it 1am? I haven’t just ruined my sleep schedule… Right?

My aromanticism is really getting me. I do not know how tf to write a crush

awwwwooooooooooooooOOORHEUOWIQWPCJHQBHP3GOUWJDRIOEWK AAGGHR GRGRRGRRRRR RRGRRRRRRR

you know what sounds so fun .. leaving people before they have the chance to leave me !! it can’t happen again. i can feel it happening again. so i’m gonna take care of it! i’m gonna have control over it! yay!

just realized i’ve kind of been living in a stasis for like 3 years (ever since i started university). like i haven’t really realized any time passed. i mean i can kind of remember it and for any event that had concrete reference points, i can construct the timeline again, but like last time i played darkest dungeon? apparently, nov 2024. i have a very distinct memory i played it late last year, but apparently that was just a figment of my imagination

Affirmations • l know how to set up a fan • I can easily understand instruction manuals on how to set up fans • I know how to use screwdrivers and have used them before, successfully • I am not confused by instruction manuals that have likely been put through google translate at least twice by now • I have the ability to set up a fan in under an hour • I know how to use screwdrivers • I know how to use screwdrivers • I know how to use screwdrivers

I was rereading “Who made me a princess” Why is it 1am? I haven’t just ruined my sleep schedule… Right?

I’m so hungry and tired I want to sleep but I keep overthinking stuff when I’m not on my phone

catch me writing byler fanfic while listening to wishbone deluxe instead of doing my math homework

Posted on Ao3 Can’t wait for the curse to hit me.