#I MISS HER

she’s so nice to me that it makes me want to explode. holy shit.

Castorice…

The Ache I’ll keep I was never obligated to remain where I learned how to survive. You were the closest thing I ever had to what I needed. But even the closest star can still be light-years away. I spent years mistaking warmth for home, believing that because you sheltered me from the storm, I was meant to build my life beneath your roof forever. You gathered the shattered pieces no one else wanted to hold. Sat with me through the long nights. Made room for me at your table. Loved me in the ways you knew how. And God, you tried. But love is not measured by effort alone. Some wounds needed gentleness where there was urgency. Some fears needed understanding where there was frustration. Some parts of me remained untouched, not because you didn’t care, but because you could not reach them. For a while, I thought that made me ungrateful. To admit that I was still lonely. To admit that I still hurt. To admit that being saved is not the same thing as being healed. But the truth is simpler than that. A starving person can be thankful for bread and still need water. A frozen person can be grateful for a fire and still long for the sun. And I could love you with everything I had, while knowing there were places inside me your love could never quite reach. That is not betrayal. That is simply the distance between almost and enough.

I want a gf so bad you guys don’t get it

In honor it of my 15th year tumblr anniversary… Here’s me now, grown asf.

I love my gf and it’d her bday and I just wanna make her so so happy I’m so proud of her, I love her so so much, I need her,I really hope she doesn’t really doubt my feelings on her cause they are very true and I’ve showed it I wanna make her happy and feel comfortable and at peace finally, I love her so much

I still love her how long is this going to go onn

me and her but it’s every piece of media ever it’s any show any game any piece of content in the world it could be an ant and a apple and it would still be #us i see us in everything actually i see her in everything the sky, my room, tv, music, the drinks i drink like everything ever.

Sometimes I miss fluoxetine. I miss the high

I always think of sm that I could tell her and I know we both would get mad or happy abt it

im SICK im DEVASTATED and i miss the loml

ollie

Ok fuck this game. I just finished Alice’s arc in Spiritfarer and took her to the Everdoor and that shit hit WWAAAAYYYYYYYYY too fucking close to home ok like I was CRYING ok fucking BOOHOO SNOT UGLY CRYING over this how dare yall do this to me Imma keep playing tho but omg

so I’ll wait for you and I’ll burn will I ever see your sweet return? oh, will I ever learn? oh, lover, you should’ve come over…

i miss my ex i miss my ex i miss my ex. someone tell her to come home PLEASE. i’ve been going insane for MONTHS.

had a dream about chihiro & now im connected to her in more unique and interesting ways

in the club box breathing bc the kids don’t know what poptropica is

my emmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I love my silly goose of a gf so much ☝🏽😩